1:42 am

I slept the whole day and now I don't even feel like looking at the bed :(

It was a bit disappointing still a pleasant week...The main disappointment was that I had to cancel my ticket to Kerala last minute because of some urgent work @ office ...Usually, I go home on weekends; getting inspired by my friends who are here in Bangalore, I decided to add up the days and go once in a month. But, the very first time itself my plan crashed. All these are good for people who plan everything not for me at least :)

I learned my lesson; so will be happy sticking back to my usual regime of going on weekends & never depending on leaves!!! I love traveling so its not a big deal :)

I wish to write more but you know, these days I am too much into blocks ... I mean not only writer's block...but also traffic blocks...I am hating it to the core... Sometimes I feel god is testing my patience..My mood of the day(at least half-day) is completely dependent on if am stuck in a block or not.

The only good thing about the block is, it is teaching me how to be patient...and how to divert my anger and frustration into something more positive like watching others or playing games on mobile.....(Don't ask me if it is something positive!!!)

Morning, everyone has to reach somewhere; responsibilities to carry out and promises to keep; all will be hurrying and hurrying just like me.

Evening it is weariness...more than responsibility it is the eagerness to reach and settle down...Then also it is hurrying and hurrying unlike me who find evening time as a bit relaxing...might b because I don't have any responsibilities after going back.

That's the life in a city ... all running behind buses, targets, positions, money, power, partner, and much more...all taking more tensions than they are capable of to be a part of a rat race which society pushes them to be a part of...If you sit back and watch it is something that will make your day more depressing...But even when this process of watching becomes routine it is a numbness that is left...Life will slowly teach you how to turn your head automatically from the face of a legless beggar to the shaking shiny shoes in the next auto...n think wow!...